compie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ....eh...... well, fuck. everything was going so nicely, then today had to come along. I dont really like anyone, i've come to notice. I mean either they dont like me, or i dont like them..or both. or something. Well yeah. I dont really feel like going into it, but today sucked. I sat with the pretty people today at lunch because we got our schedule changed..and it didnt really effect me then, but then i took notice of the fact that they were PRETTY, and tall, and i definettely look nothing like them. made me feel like crap the rest of the day. Then of course my mother got on my case because i was reading a book that wasnt the bible. and now i cant really bring myself to do my homework in preparation for another day with a bunch of stupid empty people. theres another thing..ive realized that most people, even the ones you initially like, are almost devoid of anything even close to a soul. it kind of sucks. im a freak. Im all short and not pretty and small. I hate it. I dont look my age, and consequently im not ready to BE my age either. so a lot of people and things need to fuck off. 8:49 p.m. - 2003-09-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||
|
||||||