compie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- back to that chairage thing. im coming to the reality of the year being over. I dont want it to be. I mean, school sucks and all, but theres nothing to do here. And i hate this kind of change. I wont be a freshman next year. Im not ready for all of this. I still feel new to this whole high school thing. fuck, there should be a height requirment to all this growing up. I mean, its not a big thing, but the fact that i look young makes me also feel like im not ready for any of this. Why cant i just fucking be normal. It would make me feel so much better. Thats like...half of my problems. If i was normal matt would like me. If i was normal i could be more confident. if i was normal i could legitimately be a sophomore next year. fuck. I think that guy from the clerks put it best "when i was little and i had to take a shit, even though i was potty trained i just shat in my pants" 12:45 a.m. - 2002-06-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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