compie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bummed and bored hey..i havent written in a while. sorta. hm. not too much has happend since then. the tennis season is over, and im gonna go to the banquet thing to get my letter and stuff. I talked to jimmy about it too, he said hes going. haha. that guy is so damn articulate and polite. speaking of which, i went to the withers on sunday for mothers day. Mr. Withers gave me a tale of two cities and i just started reading it. God, its so hot in here. Oh hey and that woman i thought i was oging to be single handedly responsible for her downfall is alright, doing better, and i got to meet her this time. Now hopefully i dont come down with anything soon. I gave them a painting i did for mothersday and they seemed to like it a lot. I didnt think it was *that* good but i guess youre yer own worst critic. They all seemed to think it was superfantabulously genius. haha. new words. hmm what else..Mike took down his site! i need to emailhim about that. As far as it stands now, his stories will be sorely missed. Oh god....the HSA's are approaching. and here i am not even started on my homework lolligaggind around the computer screen. godammit. on the upside, they shouldnt be too hard cause the standard kids get the same test. aah. im failing geometry. Or, more technically, "in danger of failing geometry". shit. i just failed one quiz! and thats cause i spelled SOHCAHTOA wrong (for all you trig kids you know what im talking about). im an idiot. i would have not been failing if i was only for that. jesus christ. if i had known one fucking letter could change my current life situation i would have been more careful....godammit. that sucks so bad. what else...jesse said i looked like adrianne today. i beat him up and then he apologized and said he was just kidding. josh said that in size i do look like adrianne, but not ugly like her, and in the face we resemble each other in no way. god. stupid boys have to fuck up my already low self esteem into the negatives....i better not look like adrianne. cause if i find out that i do im never coming out of the house again.*shudders* im working up the courage to ask him to see spiderman with me sometime soon..but..im not sure if i have the balls to ask him. maybe ill just get somoene to tell him i like him and hope he likes me and see where it goes from there. Like, sometimes i think that he does like me, but then again i dont think im pretty enough for him. but i dont know. i guess hell have to find out i like him before the end of the schoolyear, which is approaching soon, so somehow ill let him know and hopefully everything will be okay. oh yeah, i updated my website. As in, everythings working on it. no broken links. a bunch of new added websites too! go see it at: and sign the guestbook dammit! how is it that everyone elses books get signed without them pleading and mine i have to beg people incessently before they give in, fall on their knees, cry to god, and sign the bloody thing before i kill them with my redundency? i dont understand. anyway....go to my website and have fun. okay im done. 8:12 p.m. - 2002-05-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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