compie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my commentary. what i notice about high school kids. You can still see their kindergarden looks under their gangle, acne and tight shirts. You can see that face thats changed 5 years more into a psuedo adult. You can see their childhood on their face. But they all act like their lives are so jaded. Like they've been through a war. All suicidal sex crazed addicts. And in a way its really sad. Drug addiction is sad. Self destruction is a little peice of suicide. The "cool" kids tell the kids they hate to "just kill themselves" before taking a drag or a hit, and theyre doing the same thing to themselves. They know it too. Or at least I know it when I do things like that. People only start those things to escape. What are they escaping from though? And since when was being a teenager supposed to be so difficult? We're all not too far from 12. We all just look like overgrown kindergardeners. Theres a little more to it, but its really hard to explain. Another thing i noticed though, is how similar high school problems are to the problems we had in elementary school, just on a higher scale. The little guy you liked in elementary school that gave your friend the valentine and not you is the same kid who you now like and who made out with one of your friends and you just found out about it. It all kind of makes me really sad. Life and people arn't progressing, just getting worse. 6:29 p.m. - 2004-03-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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