compie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Jane says..never been in love. I dont know what it is. Well, we didnt win against Catonsville. Twas fun though, sitting in the shade of a huge tree with friendly people i hardly know enough to hate and just enough to almost love. hahaha. Its odd writing somethine about yesterday, but, yknow...It was a nice day and i thought id write about it. Naria...i think thats how you spell her name, is really funny. Eric is an ass..haha..yeah. Wendys bro. Hes alright, i mean, i agree with his whole "corporate businesses exploit minorities" because i think we all know this is true. But he tries to be a real smart ass and it gets annoying. chrissie and jimmy are so cute together. Theyre both the type of people that are really nice that you cant help but feel close to them even when you talk to them once. Well, more chrissy then jimmy, just because i dont really talk to jimmy that much. But when they talk to each other it almost feels like youre the one in love. heeheehee. That was cheesy. But really they make a cute couple...Chrissie hates when people say that though, but, i mean, its not like shes gonna ever see this. Argh...today 4th period sucked. Not on the surface of course, no. Not like i feel and injured myself or anything..but..yeah. These two girls (im censoring this so it sounds so vague that if you dont know what im taling about you probably wont catch on) said something that hurt. A lot. and they probably didnt know it. It just really annoys me how SHE does that so much. I mean, i heard that once she found out she wouldnt do this..but apparantly not. And it hurts. A lot. Ouch. Another thing is, i hate skating on thin ice. Its like..this thin surface of fake happiness that keeps me happy on the outside, and, for moments, if i lie to myself, it keeps me happy on the inside too. But even something so much as someone walking by seems to put out the dim flame. Everything is so dismal and hopeless. Maybe i should just stop trying..er..living...something. Incubus is cool. Im just collapsed. I miss Molly. Hey Molly...Get online sometime. Im listening to Janes Addiction and it reminds me of you. I hate people..not molly though. and not some other people. you know who you are. feel lucky because people like you are becoming endangered in this place. 2:46 p.m. - 2002-04-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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